Phew. It's already the end of the year, huh? Time flies so fast. But what I'm going to say first is: congratulations! You have survived this year too dee! :D 

Honestly, there are a lot of things happened through this year. Don't judge me fast! It's not another worst year like before XD but it wasn't the best too lmao. And that's okey. The most important thing is you must be grateful! 

This year is the most challeging year for you dee. 2022 is the year when you face your adulthood, and you should understand it more than everything. This year you struggled a lot! Like, a lot :"D 

Remember, you did an internship at Disbudporapar for nearly three months right? It was really such a fun experience! You became a tourist and local guide there! For me it was amazing that you did it so well. You talked to hundreds of people including the bulee wkwkwk. It was fun! XD you enjoyed it a lot and once thought to become a tour guide instead lol. But you know your family hated it sooo much like it wasn't the most valuabe experience in your life. So you throw that hope away. Thats okey. 

Then you really decided to use your money to rent a room (ngekos). Idk how to say that wkwkwk. AND IT WAS THE HAPPIEST MOMENT IN YOUR LIFEE WTF IT WAS SO QUIET. You know you have been living with sooo many people. And you hated it. And you want to live alone by yourself, to ever know how it feels to have your own room. It was... emotional when I wrote this. It felt nice right? To have your own room even for only two months. 

I hope that... next year in 2023, you could have this. I hope that your own house is finally being taken care. If not then thats okey! Probably in the next year :D its all up to you dee, whether you want to become the one who take care of it or not. 

Then you really being serious in writing your final thesis! Omg it was rough that you must revised a lot XD but guess what? I have graduated this year! Yuuuhuuu it was a nice one! I did it! And I proud of what I did this year! 🥳🥳🥳 Finally out of college! But hell you decided to go back to uni next year to achieve your bachelor degree. I want to hear your story about that! Because you really wanted to choose different major! I hope it's the best decision you have ever made... 

No. It must be the best decision! Remember, something are woth the risk after all, right? 😁😁😁

I hate to admit but you haven't did what last year you hope. Right now I don't have any job and it was one of the depressed moment i have. Yet you manage to get another internship! It's such a big company! Pelindo is a great place that you wanted to work there someday! 😭💖 please remember this, and you must be able to grab your dream! In the next five year you will back there as a employee! 😁😁😁 I hope you don't forget about Mbak Desi and everyone there who have already helped you a lot! You did your best as an intern. Really, the moment you stepped there, the insecurity on you is so big like i wanted to die lmao. But you did it anyway. It was nice! 

Please tell me that you have buy a new phone sjosjssk 😭😭🤣

Also, that one fic you have talked about in previous was flop 😭💔 it wasn't the best but you did people cry like crazy hahaha. Because thats the only thing you wanted to do, right? To make people cry and felt the emotions you have wrote. It was nice that I already completed that story. And oh, try to complete the other one please 😭😭😭 you know what i mean wkwkwk. That war one. 

And yeah... your friends are nice. You got more and more connections this year. I hope that you dont forget about them and treasure them forever. 

2022 is a good year so far. I hope that next year will be the best. Please remember to always be kind and grateful. You are pretty. People just sucks at understanding your beauty. Also you are you. Just be yourself :) no drama next year okey? PLEASE BE SUCESS! 🙏

Anyway thats it i want to say! Best of luck for you! 

Sincerely,

Dee